Dreamers’ Day

aš degu, o maži šlykštūs žvėreliai nutraukia nuo manęs antklodę, priberia į lovą karštų žarijų ir bando įpūsti jas, kad šios degtų dar karščiau, kad aš degčiau dar karščiau ir kad viskas liepsnotų. ir aš liepsnoju, aš liepsnoju…

Is it ethical to forbid and add limitations to the families to have only one/two children? And if they exceed the limit, thy would have to pay taxes. (like in China). Is it great job to create a factory, which literally produces babies like a breeding machine and get paid, because government pays you some cash for increasing the youth in the population? (like in Denmark).
Is it ethical to make more children just to indulge and develop your bloodline, your roots, while millions in another part of the earth are dying from starvation...

It was Ronald McDonald’s eyes that haunted me.

I had been walking toward the entrance of one of the four McDonald’s franchises in my town when I glanced at the cartoon clown logo in the window and let out a scream. Just a little scream, but I still frightened one little girl on the sidewalk so badly that she screamed, too. One middle-aged man in a baseball cap who had been strolling toward the entrance behind me very discreetly turned on his heels and walked the other way. I felt like a jackass. …

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I want share one idea (or the meaning of life) with You that I have just read:

For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start…

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Ji galėjo būti nešvanki kaip šv. Jono laikų šliundra ir ori kaip pranašas.

Apie jos moteriškumą negalėjo būti nė kalbos, nes tai neturėjo nieko bendra su visuotinai priimtomis elgesio normomis. Savo didelio tvirto kūno laikysena ji veikiau panašėjo į jauną generolą. Nesvarbu, jotų ji ar sėdėtų.

Jos skleidžiami kvapai, arklidžių ir

Maybe it's a little bit too much just being hypocrite and trying to stretch Michael Jackson as charismatic person only after his death, before hating him - just see how the press and other types of media acts now and how it was before.

Then he was more or less negative type of person, but I just found another activism based article about him by Stanislovas Tomas from anarchija.lt website and I cannot disagree with his points about Michael Jackson as a person who tries to brake, destroy those walls which keeps the distance from rich and dying from starvation people.

Mano kojos įkastos į žemę. Mano besvorė galva įsileidžia viską: garsus, kvapus, spalvas.
Vaizdai aplink mane šokinėja. Žmonės. Vėjas. Aitrus degintų medžio ir suodžių tvaikas. Iš pradžių tai tik akys be galvos ir kūno. Kaip mano nuovargio dalis. Kažkas, kas teikia ramybę.

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Ir dangus išsigiedrijo. Vėjas nebesmarkavo, tik patyliukais šlameno. Naktis buvo pilna kvapų ir mėlynos šviesos. Ji sunkėsi pro atvirą langą vidun. Ji maišė cukrų kavos puodelyje.

I feel sooo immensely colourful.

With just one day of work left, some heart booming adventures ahead, I continue on educating myself and learning/doing random stuff.
I tend to have lots of ideas in my mind and learnt from before that it's best to act spontaneously. That said, you get the idea and you just do it. I mean, skip the unnecessary talking, just do :)
The most recent example of it would be, I think, me quitting my job. Just coudn't bear the feeling and the thought of being the highest class hypocrite. Well, there was really no point in just moaning and doing nothing about it. My flight to London is due in less than two weeks. And I'm so exited about all mini-adventures I'll have before that. Again…

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At last I've finished my very 1st year studying a lot of different things in one single program.

On tuesday I had a great presentation plus oral exam, in which I had to defend some things in 4 areas: Business, Communication, Interaction and Visualisation.