a bit of that.. and that.. or: Dreaming the night! ’cause polar days eliminate pitch black darkness.
I feel sooo immensely colourful.
With just one day of work left, some heart booming adventures ahead, I continue on educating myself and learning/doing random stuff.
I tend to have lots of ideas in my mind and learnt from before that it’s best to act spontaneously. That said, you get the idea and you just do it. I mean, skip the unnecessary talking, just do
The most recent example of it would be, I think, me quitting my job. Just coudn’t bear the feeling and the thought of being the highest class hypocrite. Well, there was really no point in just moaning and doing nothing about it. My flight to London is due in less than two weeks. And I’m so exited about all mini-adventures I’ll have before that. Again, quite spontaneously.
For me, every day is an Adventure. Not extremely exiting at all times (wouldn’t be too interesting that way, right?), but never too dull either. Even the smallest effort (such as sticking out your thumb) brings the most wonderful time. All you have to give in return is smile. Just smile and accept thrilling and exiting experiences, in most cases so much better than the ones you get to see in films.
I’m a new person every half a year or so. Some people are quite incredulous about this, ”no one can change that often”. I don’t say I change entirely. Some fundamental characteristical qualities, obviously, remain the same. But, at the same time, so many things do change. People that are dear to me, ideas, movements, places where I am, all of it are causes for a [slightly] new person every half a year or so. I’m changing right now, can sense and feel it :] All in all, everything just makes me feel more EXITED and without a doubt happy. And I even haven’t mentioned these energy er.. waves.. that I experience at least several times a day!. It’s like, sometimes I have to jump (literally!
), clap my hands or make a weird dancing movement. Out of nothing. Just because I feel so happy and it’s the only way to release energy surplus. No kidding ;D Today I’ve been dancing all day long, with some black metal bits in my veins, and all this while cleaning the rooms and in the end losing the count of toilets I’ve cleaned ;D
I feel sooo immensely colourful.
P.S. I’ll start putting my photos on Flickr. {Again(?)} Haven’t updated my page, I think, since visit to Germany last year. Not a big fan of photography in general and publishing such things online was always a hard personal attitude to cross. But, as I used to say, TRANSCENDE!
sincerely,
peasloveandmidnightyyytofusnack,
broccoli
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